Of course. Especially given the very nature of this agreement.
[ No, really, what would be the alternative here? Forcing the other into sex? Dimitri couldn't do it if he wanted to, and as ruthless as Edelgard can be, he doesn't think she would resort to that, either. ]
Like you said, we can discuss this further when we meet, in a few days time. I will make sure to contact you once preparations are complete.
[ The next bit takes a second longer to send as he hesitates, but: ]
I imagine you would not be opposed to standard hospitability practices while we talk?
[ Or, in Ye Olden noble speech, tea time. Of the non-laced variety. ]
[ She... is uncertain as to what 'preparations' means within this particular context but some questions -- as difficult as it is to admit this -- may actually be better left unasked. Despite that and despite herself and, well, despite nearly everything, his question makes her huff out an amused breath and she feels herself smile. ]
You need not trouble yourself over this, Dimitri, but as your guest I will graciously accept your kind hospitality.
If we discover that your tea is laced with aphrodisiac at least it will be relevant to our discussion this time.
[ Oh, he's really not going to spring some kind of sex dungeon on her, no need for concern on that front! He mostly means making sure he understands what his own squares entail, and maybe paying closer attention to the coming and going of people in his building to figure out the quietest time slot for them to meet.
What she says in response to his invitation, though... ah. Why. To think he almost made it through this entire conversation without getting flustered!! ]
I will make sure it is not, this time. It would be fairly unconducive to an actual discussion, I believe.
[ Will he ever be able to gift her anything that doesn't terribly blow up in his face? Jury is still out on that. ]
[ Does that mean he intends to test the tea beforehand? She should not find the idea oddly amusing (not when she carries resentment over the fact that she was brought here against her will, is kept here against her will, and is sometimes manipulated by the forces that govern this place) but the twinge of humor is not without sympathy.
Regardless, he is not wrong. This discussion will require clarity. ]
[ Three days later she finds herself knocking at Dimitri's door. He suggested a particular time of evening so here she is, just as advised. She wears a pair of black trousers and a scoop-necked red blouse with three-quarter sleeves -- perhaps not as modest as her clothes at home but most of her scars are still very well-covered -- and her hair is gathered in a long smooth ponytail on one side of her head. In one hand she carries a small paper bag.
She's done her best to attract as little attention as possible, short of actually disguising herself, but as she waits for the door to open she still glances around with a hint of self-consciousness. ]
[ As Dimitri had been expecting her arrival, he's quick to answer the door, if perhaps not as swift to offer a proper greeting, just a little stunned by her appearance. The change in outfit was to be expected-- Dimitri himself has favored matching black trousers and a long-sleeved shirt that laces up at the front-- but the hair is... hmm. Very different. Softer, somehow.
It's a miracle that he pulls himself together after that near staring incident, and an even bigger one that the words leaving his mouth are not entirely inappropriate, unlike the compliment he would rather be paying her: ]
Good evening, Edelgard. I take it you have not been seen?
[ Said as he holds the door open for her, a silent invitation to let her in-- and if that doesn't do the trick, there's a cat peeking in from behind his legs, sniffing in her general direction. A familiar smell!! ]
[ There's just enough of a stretch between the door opening and his greeting to make her feel uncertain, but she solemnly nods in response and then smiles a second later as she steps in and sees Hugo shadowing him. ]
To the best of my knowledge, no. I saw no familiar faces at all.
[ While he closes the door behind her, she bends to give Hugo a pet. ]
As handsome as ever, I see.
[ She absolutely means Hugo, of course, and it takes her a moment to glance up and over to make sure she hasn't given Dimitri the wrong impression. Not that it's... the wrong impression. Dimitri looks very nice.
In fact, now that she's giving him her attention she thinks the clothes really suit him. But this is beside the point and she's quite happy to use the way Hugo's little face rubs against the bag in her hand to distract them all from awkwardness. ]
He's right, of course: I brought treats. Do you mind if I give him a few?
[ Oh, she gave him no wrong impression whatsoever, no worries on that front. If she had, then he might be off staring into the distance with a fluster over his cheeks, instead of looking down at the pair with fond eyes and a smile to match, as he is right now. ]
Of course not. I am sure it will make him rather happy.
[ That goes for Hugo and Dimitri, himself. Not just because he's very generous with spoilings dispensed on his cat son, but also because he... likes seeing this side of Edelgard. Their circumstances might not be ideal, but he'll take whatever chances he's given; whether they help make his wishes come into fruition later, or will further his regrets over doing what he must, that's another risk he's willing to run. ]
I will finish setting up the table, in the meantime. [ He knows better than to stare this time so he'll take his leave to go do just that. ] There is not much to offer, but I do hope it will be to your liking.
[ It might not be a feast like a king would offer, but he at least has managed to procure regular tea-- from Sylvain's personal stock, and it helps that his friend shares a preference for bergamot with Edelgard-- and a couple of puff pastries from the cafe. He wasn't as fortunate on the sweet front, though, so there's a single slice of cake on display. ]
[ She aims a small smile of acknowledgment at Dimitri before she turns her attention back to Hugo. The contents of the bag shuffle around as she drops to one knee and opens it, fishing out a few coin-sized treats and presenting them one a time in her palm to her hungry feline host. ]
There are enough to treat him a few more times if you'd like.
[ She hopes he'll accept it graciously since he has apparently gone to some extra trouble to be hospitable. Her eyes dart in the direction of the table and... is that cake she glimpses? Did he get that from the cafe? She hasn't tried anything other than tea from the cafe yet, although the temptation has been high. In truth, she doesn't treat herself that much when it comes to meals after having had multiple edible aphrodisiac experiences.
Well. If Dimitri has reason to believe it's safe she will certainly have a pastry and a bite or two of cake.
One more scratch under Hugo's sweet chin and she rises, not wanting to keep Dimitri waiting. ]
Did this come from the cafe? [ As she approaches the table, she offers him the folded bag of treats for safekeeping. ] It looks very good.
[ His gut instinct would be to decline her offer, but, well, he supposes they should be working on compromises here, and a few treats for his cat sound like an easy enough start. So rather than a shake of his head, he addresses her with a polite smile and a nod, and makes a note to put the bag away at a later moment. For now, it's time for tea. ]
The tea came from Sylvain's personal stash, so I am fairly sure it is safe. [ Just... putting it out there, considering their recent past. And while he's easing her worries away, he might as well add: ] Fret not, he asked no questions when I told him I would have company.
[ Did he maybe get a Knowing look with the tea? It's very possible. But the one good thing about Sylvain's philanderer ways is that he can be very discreet about an alleged rendezvous, all the more so on this island. ]
The pastries and cake did come from the cafe, though. They were paid for, so I do believe they should come without further strings attached.
[ He earned some credits through means of hard labor-- which he rather enjoys doing, anyway, so the food was a good use of his abundance of strength, time and resources. More importantly, the point is it should all be free of aphrodisiacs. ]
Unfortunately, they were running out of dessert by the time I came, so I could only acquire this one slice of cake. I hope you will enjoy it, regardless.
[ It's the golden rule of good hospitality: a guest gets priority! ]
[ How Dimitri lives here seems fairly close to normalcy, under the circumstances. Close friends that he relies on? A cat? It's difficult for her to wrap her mind around. There is a sense that he is more comfortable here than she is, perhaps because those she recalls him closest to arrived around the same time he did.
A bittersweet thought that brings Hubert to mind again. Her oldest and most trusted friend, and this is the longest she has been without him since they were children. Even though she envies Dimitri's seeming ability to adapt, she only wants to become so accustomed to this place. She is here temporarily, not bound or caged but nonetheless imprisoned. ]
You can't possibly mean to do without for my sake. As your guest I insist that we halve it when we are ready to try it.
[ No arguments allowed on this, Dimitri, and the mildly stern look she aims at him says as much.
She helps herself to one of the chairs at the table. ]
[ It's not quite comfort that drives his actions in this place, though it is true he adapts with ease-- it's the only reason he survived those five years. It's simply that he's learned not to focus so much on the future that he forgets to live in the moment; there's no building a brighter tomorrow by trampling on the present.
Still, that Look is... definitely familiar. It's one he knows better than to challenge, and so he doesn't. Not that he would want to, anyway. That bittersweet pang of nostalgia burns vividly at the thought and the memory of sharing dessert with her.
(For all that he wants to cherish the present, the past haunts him, still.) ]
Then I suppose you leave me no choice but to comply.
[ The smile, at least, comes easy enough to him; knowing how to proceed past cordial niceties, not so much.
So he buys himself some time as he serves the tea, first pouring it in the cup he had set aside for Edelgard, before filling up his own. It's only then that he joins her across the table, taking a tentative sip; chamomile would have worked best to calm his nerves, but this will have to do. ]
Now. [ Another beat as he sets the cup down. ] I believe there was an agreement you wished to discuss with me. I am prepared to listen to your terms.
[ Or maybe not, but he sure isn't backing down from this. ]
[ He complies with cake demands and sexual demands easily enough. Since their initial reunion here she has wondered why he is not more hostile toward her, but now she has to suspect that there is some difference in what she has experienced versus what he has experienced.
It's bergamot tea again. She had wondered if he recalled her preference from their time at the Academy or simply asked the robots for a tea she would enjoy, and now she supposes it could even be that in this Dimitri's version of events they knew each other better.
Odd to think about. She was not particularly in the market for friendships at the Academy, much less a friendship with him or Claude.
It's good tea, though; just as before, she holds it up to her lips and breathes it in before she takes a sip. When she lowers her cup she doesn't quite lower it all the way to the table. ]
My proposal is, as we said before, that we stop letting ourselves get surprised by compromising situations. Much seems to be out of our hands at the moment but I assume that you are as eager to return to Fódlan as I am, whether we do so through compliant behavior like completing the tasks given to us or by improving the island until we have a way to thwart our captors and send ourselves home. You have proven willing to make exchanges in the past so...
[ Now she does put her cup down on the table's surface. ]
I am willing to continue to do it. We can meet regularly to exchange a square for a square. We will tell no one else, and either of us can end the agreement at any time. I will even go so far as to say that you can contact me if you find yourself somehow influenced again and I will help you if I am available, as long as it ultimately leads to another successful exchange.
[ Eager to return to Fódlan, huh... Yes, perhaps she is, having already put so much on the line for the sake of her war. And while Dimitri does wish to return home and see to his responsibilities, can he in good conscience say that's his only reason for going through with this? ]
I understand.
[ It's all he chooses to answer, instead, figuring his motives are his own, and likely irrelevant to her in the grand scheme. His cooperation is all she's after-- and all he should expect from her in return. ]
You say as long as it leads to a successful exchange, but there is one issue with that. [ A small pause as he sips his tea and tries to gather his thoughts. How is he even supposed to treat this so casually, like they're discussing the weather... ] We have had at least one previous experience with marking off a different square than we had agreed upon, and that leads me to believe there may be a chance it might fail altogether at some point. In that case, I assume you would be willing to not assign fault to either party?
[ Because, look? He tried really hard to aim for "oral fixation" that one time, and he would wouldn't want to be accused of trying to sabotage their deal in any way. The very nature of their agreement might be... about as peculiar as this island, but he still has his honor! ]
[ The question, not completely unreasonable, makes her feel a pinprick of heat in her cheeks. Still, she soldiers on. ]
No, I will not blame you for doing your best to fulfill a square and failing.
[ Does she want that to happen? Absolutely not. Is it a problem she has encountered before or heard of someone else encountering? No. The risk seems slim.
And if it does happen she supposes she can hardly blame Dimitri or herself as long as they both tried their best. ]
Although perhaps for more complicated or less obvious squares we should try to educate ourselves before an attempt in order to minimize any risk of that.
[ Just as you would not want to rush into battle with a dull blade you do not want to rush into specific intimate acts without having a solid idea of what they are.
It's entirely at odds with this conversation but she reaches carefully for one of the pastries, willing to use both it and her cup of tea where she can't use her axe and shield. ]
If that sounds fair to you we can compare cards and first look for squares we have in common, or perhaps ones that would be complementary.
[ Wow. Way to imply only he can fail at this, as though she's some kind of sexual deviant-- even if she likely does have more experience than him.
(... what if she is, though? She did very much sit astride his face like it was no skin off her back-- ah, no, better not let his train of thoughts derail down that path.)
So he focuses on what she says next and, oh, it seems they can be like-minded, on occasion. But to think they would agree on this faster than they would on the fate of an entire continent... ]
I do. [ A nod, and he places his cup down again; if they are to compare cards, he will be needing that arm. ] In fact, that is the reason why I asked for a few days before we could meet. I cannot say I knew what several of my own squares entailed, but the library in this place provides... quite the wealth of knowledge.
[ So yes, this is what his preparations meant: studying up on kinks. Did he maybe learn more than absolutely necessary? Possibly. Is he ever going to look at horses the same way again? Absolutely not. But he did what he had to do, so this meeting wouldn't be a waste of time to either of them.
With a deep breath to steel himself, he taps his bracelet a couple of times and leans over, arm reaching across the table so Edelgard can look at the screen, his A5 card on display. It's alarming, really, how he's getting used to this. ]
If there are any squares on my card that you need explained, I should be able to assist.
[ It never feels any less invasive, exposing his card like that, but at least half the squares that have been marked off were Edelgard's doing, so there's little point in feeling embarrassed over those, at least. ]
[ Ah, so that is how he made use of the delay requested. It's almost amusing, in a way, though she respects the effort. Since her arrival she too has had to seek information about certain squares.
A bite of the puff pastry and a swallow of her tea, and then she's mentally braced herself for the necessary practicality of comparing cards with him. She hasn't actually done this before, not a side-by-side comparison. A hint of pink returns to her cheeks as she pulls hers up and rests her arm on the table to offer him a better view of her own card.
She doesn't need to look at what he has already marked off... but she does despite herself. Ultimately she wonders how he ended up with things like cuddling and tickling on his card while she has squares like rimming, anal, begging?
Well. She doesn't envy his coercion square, at least. Frankly, she isn't sure why just being here and doing as asked while kept away from their normal lives doesn't automatically fit the bill. ]
I am uncertain of what "pervertibles" means.
[ And perhaps the mechanical square, within this context, but she has learned that there are accessories that can be used during sex and some may fall under this category. Regardless, she spots a few promising squares. ]
We both have leaving marks. [ And he has certainly done it before. ] As well as endurance and service. [ She pauses, feeling a twinge of self-consciousness as she continues looking for matches. They have more squares in common than she expected, but that will make this easier. ] What have you learned about sensation play?
[ It never gets easier, to look into another person's card, even less so when they have squares marked off-- because then it's just too hard to pull his mind back from wandering, from picturing them in the act-- and with Edelgard, it's... well. There's a lot to unpack, and the fact that at least one those squares was his doing only adds up to the stash of very conflicted feelings about this ordeal.
(Vaguely, he wonders if one of those other two might have been from their last time. There had certainly been enough rubbing and grinding to meet the requirements, but... what in the worlds is rimming? Something to inquire about later.)
For now, he focuses on the surprising amount of overlap between their tasks, and at how Edelgard expects elaboration as he had offered. He knew it would probably come to this, but now that the prospect of having to do so is imminent... ah. He might need a sip of that tea right about now. ]
That means... introducing household objects into the act. [ If he keeps this as clinical as possible, it should be doable, right? ] It could be a pillow to [ grind ] rub against, or kitchenware like a spatula used to... strike. [ aka spanking, which Edelgard unfortunately has on her card, and he would really rather avoid such violent connotations. ] Apparently, it could even be food.
[ Which... she also has? Wow, he's not trying to imply anything here-- although maybe he should? He wasn't sure what could possibly make for complementary squares but now that they're actually doing drawing comparisons, he's just... naturally coming up with a lot? Where is this even coming from?!
Tea. He needs more of that. And possibly a deep breath or two. He really, really wasn't trained for this. ]
Incidentally, food may also be employed for sensation play. [ He's just going to be over here, an idle stare at his own puff pastry as he actively avoids taking a bite. Would that be too suggestive? Wow, what a mess, he's a mess. ] Ice, to be more precise. To be quite frank, I find it rather puzzling that something so innocuous could be a potential match for so many different squares...
[ Her eyebrows rise. It is admittedly not her most eloquent moment, but she recovers well enough despite the renewed flood of heat in her cheeks. This is an important discussion, if they are to follow through with it. ]
In that case I suppose that your pervertibles square could be paired with quite a few of mine if we get a bit creative.
[ Perhaps even a handle or a hilt used instead of fingers at some point? Thoroughly cleaned before and after. She makes the connection between striking and spanking as well, and she's not sure she likes the idea of Dimitri spanking her. She isn't sure she likes the idea of anyone spanking her, but the square doesn't come with a minimum number of swats required so she could allow someone to do it once... if she doesn't simply do it herself.
Still, she thinks she'll steer him toward other squares first. ]
Since we both have sensation play we could try that together. Or we could try pairing yours with my food square and mine with... your tickling or teasing squares, perhaps?
[ Her blush isn't dying down quickly, but at least the words come a bit more easily now that she's resolutely sinking her teeth into the conversation. ]
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[ He would be lying if he said the thought of using the hilt of a sword hasn't crossed his mind since he further studied his squares-- really, the ones found in the forge seem to be especially designed for that purpose-- but also, he's not sure the idea of... impaling his so-called enemy with even the dull end of a blade would be in line with keeping their truce, or even arousing at all. Maybe they should add a clause for "no weapons in the bedroom" just for good measure; it's not like either of them has knife play on their cards.
(No, he did not consciously look for that one, and yes, Fate must have laughed at his face when his research led him to that kink in particular. Probably the only time he's ever been glad Edelgard doesn't remember he gave her that dagger.) ]
I suppose trying for something with such a wide range of coverage would maximize our odds for at least one match each. [ But why did it have to be food, though? It's right there on the table, all too suggestive, like somehow he had planned for this outcome! Ugh. ] Since there is a precedent for a different square to be marked off instead, however, it might be best to plan for one combination at a time, then see if we are successful.
[ The alternative is to make a list of all possible complementary squares and invoke the respective clause mid-sex. Annex I, section 3: Domination/Submission, item 2: Begging. Raunchy. ]
On the positive side, I have heard rumors about how aiming for multiple squares at once might net us better rewards. I have not tried it myself-- [ that he knows of yet, because some of us have been too lazy to turn in multikink requests. ] --but keeping our options ample might be a good way to test the hypothesis.
[ Let it be known he is very specifically talking about the gray area that is the combination of food/sensation play/pervertibles, and in no way suggesting they go for entire lines from each of their cards! That would require nothing short of a marathon! Now wouldn't that just be terrible! ]
[ Her eyes move from his card to his face, studying him. ]
A reasonable idea. Since many of these have similar themes and elements that should be simple enough. We can agree on which squares a day or two beforehand if we need time to gather supplies or do more research. [ "Gather supplies." As though they are going on a mission. She doesn't sigh at her wording but she does pause, her gaze returning to his card. ] I am not opposed to trying to achieve rewards for multiple squares at once but I have never seen more than one square at a time marked. You and I have already touched on several that remain unmarked on my card.
[ Improving her quality of life is nice but figuring out what allows her to go home is more important to her, particularly now that she has luxuries that afford her privacy, clean clothes, and effortlessly quick hot baths. ]
As I said, though, so many of these are complementary that it may not take much effort to test the theory. [ Her finger points to the four squares making up her bottom right corner. ] This group seems like it would work well together, for example: begging, messy, endurance, and power play.
[ Again, her eyes dart to him. ]
If you would be willing to beg under these circumstances, that is.
[ It doesn't show on his face, and he certainly can't fault her for her choice of words, but calling this "gathering supplies" sure makes it sound like a quest for the Byleth-- and for a split second, he's absolutely mortified at the very intrusive thought of their Professor dropping necessities by their door as though they were lost items. He doesn't think he could live with himself.
Thankfully(?) what Edelgard says next captures his attention again, although the realization that comes from that is only... marginally less mortifying. He was only reading her card in terms of potential matches and what else was left to fulfill, but upon second glance, yes, there is an awful lot they have done: leaving marks, oral sex... multiple orgasms. Oh, goodness, how did all of that even happen? And, more importantly--
How can Edelgard be so nonchalant about asking if he would be willing to beg-- not for his life, but for sexual release? What happened to being visibly flustered over this conversation?! ]
Begging. [ He echoes, and that single hooked eyebrow might be the only real expression he has offered for the past few minutes-- pretty sure his soul has ascended and ejected itself from this mortal plane of existence. ] I would have to give it more careful consideration. I might not be downright opposed to it, though it would require a significant level of trust.
[ War context aside, they are still very much new to this as... partners, so it could be something to build with time-- and assuming Edelgard could keep this fair, to begin with. It is quite a lot to ask of your enemy, after all! Which reminds him: ]
For the sake of argument, and in the interest of fairness-- [ A brief pause for tea, an excuse to collect his jumbled thoughts. ] How would you propose we keep that exchange balanced, if I did agree to those specific terms?
[ After spending so much of the initial conversation with too much lingering heat in her cheeks, seeing his arched brow is delicious.
What a shame that he comes up with a question that brings a bit of that pink back to her face. ]
I don't think it would necessarily need to be something that requires trust. [ Her tone stays even. ] If coupled with a dominance and submission square or bondage... then yes, I agree that it may require more trust. However, begging could also be treated a bit like a challenge, couldn't it? A verbal agreement not to touch yourself while I take my time with you, as opposed to physical restraints.
[ Significantly less trust required.
This is not a conversation she ever could have imagined herself having with someone. She picks up her cup again, using the time it takes her to lift it to her lips and sip her tea as an opportunity to gather her thoughts. ]
Obviously we would agree that either of us can put a stop to it at any time, just as we have agreed to similar terms for the general agreement. I would want to consider it further but it's possible that our fair exchange could extend to these particular squares as well. In the interest of balance there is the possibility of trading roles. We both have dominance and submission squares. We both have service. You have leashes and collars; I have bondage and power play. If you are at my mercy for one square I may be willing to let you take the reins for a different square. Would that be enough balance, in your opinion?
[ ... no, seriously, how does she do it? Flushed though she is, to speak so openly of these acts-- and worse, to so casually suggest that he should take the reins for a future square, that is just...
Well. Several moons ago, he would have thrived in the prospect of having her at his mercy, her graceful neck gripped in one hand, squeezing every last breath out of her until bone snapped-- and, oh, how did it arouse him. For countless nights, he would pleasure himself to thoughts of a different scenario-- chasing her off the battlefield and drilling her into the ground as she pleaded for her life, fucking her mouth to shut her screams, it didn't matter. It all culminated in death for her, and release for him. But now, and as much as he has come to accept that beast will always be a part of him... it shames him, deeply so.
And yet, it all seems so inconsequential to Edelgard-- the same Edelgard who was told to choose how he should kill her, in richness of detail. He wouldn't expect her to fear him, but... does she truly have no reservations about relinquishing control to him, of all people? ]
You seem rather secure in your ability to handle it.
[ That resolute self-assurance, the strength to march onward without ever looking back, all the qualities she displays with ease and that he lacks... Yes, this would definitely require considerable trust-- in himself, if nothing else.
(Even now, he must rise to meet her, still.) ]
I do suppose that would ensure a balanced exchange, though. [ The twinge of sadness from before is gone from his voice, now more collected, her eyes under blue scrutiny. He's not backing down from his decision. ] However, since you also would rather consider this further, I propose we start elsewhere, as we grow more acquainted with the idea.
[ And since they have oh so drastically moved on from the topic of incorporating food into less than innocent contexts, he will take this brief lull to finally reach for his puff pastry, bringing it up to his lips. It stays untouched for a second longer, as he only bites into it after another question: ]
I presume you must be familiar with the concept of safe words, as well?
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[ No, really, what would be the alternative here? Forcing the other into sex? Dimitri couldn't do it if he wanted to, and as ruthless as Edelgard can be, he doesn't think she would resort to that, either. ]
Like you said, we can discuss this further when we meet, in a few days time. I will make sure to contact you once preparations are complete.
[ The next bit takes a second longer to send as he hesitates, but: ]
I imagine you would not be opposed to standard hospitability practices while we talk?
[ Or, in Ye Olden noble speech, tea time. Of the non-laced variety. ]
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You need not trouble yourself over this, Dimitri, but as your guest I will graciously accept your kind hospitality.
If we discover that your tea is laced with aphrodisiac at least it will be relevant to our discussion this time.
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What she says in response to his invitation, though... ah. Why. To think he almost made it through this entire conversation without getting flustered!! ]
I will make sure it is not, this time. It would be fairly unconducive to an actual discussion, I believe.
[ Will he ever be able to gift her anything that doesn't terribly blow up in his face? Jury is still out on that. ]
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Regardless, he is not wrong. This discussion will require clarity. ]
It would be for the best, I agree.
Until then, Dimitri.
[ He obviously knows how to reach her. ]
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While they're here, there's... something else he had in mind to discuss, but, hmm. Maybe it's best to give that thought more time to mature. ]
We will talk soon, Edelgard.
[ How strange, those five simple words are. ]
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She's done her best to attract as little attention as possible, short of actually disguising herself, but as she waits for the door to open she still glances around with a hint of self-consciousness. ]
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It's a miracle that he pulls himself together after that near staring incident, and an even bigger one that the words leaving his mouth are not entirely inappropriate, unlike the compliment he would rather be paying her: ]
Good evening, Edelgard. I take it you have not been seen?
[ Said as he holds the door open for her, a silent invitation to let her in-- and if that doesn't do the trick, there's a cat peeking in from behind his legs, sniffing in her general direction. A familiar smell!! ]
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To the best of my knowledge, no. I saw no familiar faces at all.
[ While he closes the door behind her, she bends to give Hugo a pet. ]
As handsome as ever, I see.
[ She absolutely means Hugo, of course, and it takes her a moment to glance up and over to make sure she hasn't given Dimitri the wrong impression. Not that it's... the wrong impression. Dimitri looks very nice.
In fact, now that she's giving him her attention she thinks the clothes really suit him. But this is beside the point and she's quite happy to use the way Hugo's little face rubs against the bag in her hand to distract them all from awkwardness. ]
He's right, of course: I brought treats. Do you mind if I give him a few?
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Of course not. I am sure it will make him rather happy.
[ That goes for Hugo and Dimitri, himself. Not just because he's very generous with spoilings dispensed on his cat son, but also because he... likes seeing this side of Edelgard. Their circumstances might not be ideal, but he'll take whatever chances he's given; whether they help make his wishes come into fruition later, or will further his regrets over doing what he must, that's another risk he's willing to run. ]
I will finish setting up the table, in the meantime. [ He knows better than to stare this time so he'll take his leave to go do just that. ] There is not much to offer, but I do hope it will be to your liking.
[ It might not be a feast like a king would offer, but he at least has managed to procure regular tea-- from Sylvain's personal stock, and it helps that his friend shares a preference for bergamot with Edelgard-- and a couple of puff pastries from the cafe. He wasn't as fortunate on the sweet front, though, so there's a single slice of cake on display. ]
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There are enough to treat him a few more times if you'd like.
[ She hopes he'll accept it graciously since he has apparently gone to some extra trouble to be hospitable. Her eyes dart in the direction of the table and... is that cake she glimpses? Did he get that from the cafe? She hasn't tried anything other than tea from the cafe yet, although the temptation has been high. In truth, she doesn't treat herself that much when it comes to meals after having had multiple edible aphrodisiac experiences.
Well. If Dimitri has reason to believe it's safe she will certainly have a pastry and a bite or two of cake.
One more scratch under Hugo's sweet chin and she rises, not wanting to keep Dimitri waiting. ]
Did this come from the cafe? [ As she approaches the table, she offers him the folded bag of treats for safekeeping. ] It looks very good.
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The tea came from Sylvain's personal stash, so I am fairly sure it is safe. [ Just... putting it out there, considering their recent past. And while he's easing her worries away, he might as well add: ] Fret not, he asked no questions when I told him I would have company.
[ Did he maybe get a Knowing look with the tea? It's very possible. But the one good thing about Sylvain's philanderer ways is that he can be very discreet about an alleged rendezvous, all the more so on this island. ]
The pastries and cake did come from the cafe, though. They were paid for, so I do believe they should come without further strings attached.
[ He earned some credits through means of hard labor-- which he rather enjoys doing, anyway, so the food was a good use of his abundance of strength, time and resources. More importantly, the point is it should all be free of aphrodisiacs. ]
Unfortunately, they were running out of dessert by the time I came, so I could only acquire this one slice of cake. I hope you will enjoy it, regardless.
[ It's the golden rule of good hospitality: a guest gets priority! ]
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A bittersweet thought that brings Hubert to mind again. Her oldest and most trusted friend, and this is the longest she has been without him since they were children. Even though she envies Dimitri's seeming ability to adapt, she only wants to become so accustomed to this place. She is here temporarily, not bound or caged but nonetheless imprisoned. ]
You can't possibly mean to do without for my sake. As your guest I insist that we halve it when we are ready to try it.
[ No arguments allowed on this, Dimitri, and the mildly stern look she aims at him says as much.
She helps herself to one of the chairs at the table. ]
Shall we get started then?
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Still, that Look is... definitely familiar. It's one he knows better than to challenge, and so he doesn't. Not that he would want to, anyway. That bittersweet pang of nostalgia burns vividly at the thought and the memory of sharing dessert with her.
(For all that he wants to cherish the present, the past haunts him, still.) ]
Then I suppose you leave me no choice but to comply.
[ The smile, at least, comes easy enough to him; knowing how to proceed past cordial niceties, not so much.
So he buys himself some time as he serves the tea, first pouring it in the cup he had set aside for Edelgard, before filling up his own. It's only then that he joins her across the table, taking a tentative sip; chamomile would have worked best to calm his nerves, but this will have to do. ]
Now. [ Another beat as he sets the cup down. ] I believe there was an agreement you wished to discuss with me. I am prepared to listen to your terms.
[ Or maybe not, but he sure isn't backing down from this. ]
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It's bergamot tea again. She had wondered if he recalled her preference from their time at the Academy or simply asked the robots for a tea she would enjoy, and now she supposes it could even be that in this Dimitri's version of events they knew each other better.
Odd to think about. She was not particularly in the market for friendships at the Academy, much less a friendship with him or Claude.
It's good tea, though; just as before, she holds it up to her lips and breathes it in before she takes a sip. When she lowers her cup she doesn't quite lower it all the way to the table. ]
My proposal is, as we said before, that we stop letting ourselves get surprised by compromising situations. Much seems to be out of our hands at the moment but I assume that you are as eager to return to Fódlan as I am, whether we do so through compliant behavior like completing the tasks given to us or by improving the island until we have a way to thwart our captors and send ourselves home. You have proven willing to make exchanges in the past so...
[ Now she does put her cup down on the table's surface. ]
I am willing to continue to do it. We can meet regularly to exchange a square for a square. We will tell no one else, and either of us can end the agreement at any time. I will even go so far as to say that you can contact me if you find yourself somehow influenced again and I will help you if I am available, as long as it ultimately leads to another successful exchange.
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I understand.
[ It's all he chooses to answer, instead, figuring his motives are his own, and likely irrelevant to her in the grand scheme. His cooperation is all she's after-- and all he should expect from her in return. ]
You say as long as it leads to a successful exchange, but there is one issue with that. [ A small pause as he sips his tea and tries to gather his thoughts. How is he even supposed to treat this so casually, like they're discussing the weather... ] We have had at least one previous experience with marking off a different square than we had agreed upon, and that leads me to believe there may be a chance it might fail altogether at some point. In that case, I assume you would be willing to not assign fault to either party?
[ Because, look? He tried really hard to aim for "oral fixation" that one time, and he would wouldn't want to be accused of trying to sabotage their deal in any way. The very nature of their agreement might be... about as peculiar as this island, but he still has his honor! ]
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No, I will not blame you for doing your best to fulfill a square and failing.
[ Does she want that to happen? Absolutely not. Is it a problem she has encountered before or heard of someone else encountering? No. The risk seems slim.
And if it does happen she supposes she can hardly blame Dimitri or herself as long as they both tried their best. ]
Although perhaps for more complicated or less obvious squares we should try to educate ourselves before an attempt in order to minimize any risk of that.
[ Just as you would not want to rush into battle with a dull blade you do not want to rush into specific intimate acts without having a solid idea of what they are.
It's entirely at odds with this conversation but she reaches carefully for one of the pastries, willing to use both it and her cup of tea where she can't use her axe and shield. ]
If that sounds fair to you we can compare cards and first look for squares we have in common, or perhaps ones that would be complementary.
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(... what if she is, though? She did very much sit astride his face like it was no skin off her back-- ah, no, better not let his train of thoughts derail down that path.)
So he focuses on what she says next and, oh, it seems they can be like-minded, on occasion. But to think they would agree on this faster than they would on the fate of an entire continent... ]
I do. [ A nod, and he places his cup down again; if they are to compare cards, he will be needing that arm. ] In fact, that is the reason why I asked for a few days before we could meet. I cannot say I knew what several of my own squares entailed, but the library in this place provides... quite the wealth of knowledge.
[ So yes, this is what his preparations meant: studying up on kinks. Did he maybe learn more than absolutely necessary? Possibly. Is he ever going to look at horses the same way again? Absolutely not. But he did what he had to do, so this meeting wouldn't be a waste of time to either of them.
With a deep breath to steel himself, he taps his bracelet a couple of times and leans over, arm reaching across the table so Edelgard can look at the screen, his A5 card on display. It's alarming, really, how he's getting used to this. ]
If there are any squares on my card that you need explained, I should be able to assist.
[ It never feels any less invasive, exposing his card like that, but at least half the squares that have been marked off were Edelgard's doing, so there's little point in feeling embarrassed over those, at least. ]
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A bite of the puff pastry and a swallow of her tea, and then she's mentally braced herself for the necessary practicality of comparing cards with him. She hasn't actually done this before, not a side-by-side comparison. A hint of pink returns to her cheeks as she pulls hers up and rests her arm on the table to offer him a better view of her own card.
She doesn't need to look at what he has already marked off... but she does despite herself. Ultimately she wonders how he ended up with things like cuddling and tickling on his card while she has squares like rimming, anal, begging?
Well. She doesn't envy his coercion square, at least. Frankly, she isn't sure why just being here and doing as asked while kept away from their normal lives doesn't automatically fit the bill. ]
I am uncertain of what "pervertibles" means.
[ And perhaps the mechanical square, within this context, but she has learned that there are accessories that can be used during sex and some may fall under this category. Regardless, she spots a few promising squares. ]
We both have leaving marks. [ And he has certainly done it before. ] As well as endurance and service. [ She pauses, feeling a twinge of self-consciousness as she continues looking for matches. They have more squares in common than she expected, but that will make this easier. ] What have you learned about sensation play?
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(Vaguely, he wonders if one of those other two might have been from their last time. There had certainly been enough rubbing and grinding to meet the requirements, but... what in the worlds is rimming? Something to inquire about later.)
For now, he focuses on the surprising amount of overlap between their tasks, and at how Edelgard expects elaboration as he had offered. He knew it would probably come to this, but now that the prospect of having to do so is imminent... ah. He might need a sip of that tea right about now. ]
That means... introducing household objects into the act. [ If he keeps this as clinical as possible, it should be doable, right? ] It could be a pillow to [ grind ] rub against, or kitchenware like a spatula used to... strike. [ aka spanking, which Edelgard unfortunately has on her card, and he would really rather avoid such violent connotations. ] Apparently, it could even be food.
[ Which... she also has? Wow, he's not trying to imply anything here-- although maybe he should? He wasn't sure what could possibly make for complementary squares but now that they're actually doing drawing comparisons, he's just... naturally coming up with a lot? Where is this even coming from?!
Tea. He needs more of that. And possibly a deep breath or two. He really, really wasn't trained for this. ]
Incidentally, food may also be employed for sensation play. [ He's just going to be over here, an idle stare at his own puff pastry as he actively avoids taking a bite. Would that be too suggestive? Wow, what a mess, he's a mess. ] Ice, to be more precise. To be quite frank, I find it rather puzzling that something so innocuous could be a potential match for so many different squares...
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Oh.
[ Her eyebrows rise. It is admittedly not her most eloquent moment, but she recovers well enough despite the renewed flood of heat in her cheeks. This is an important discussion, if they are to follow through with it. ]
In that case I suppose that your pervertibles square could be paired with quite a few of mine if we get a bit creative.
[ Perhaps even a handle or a hilt used instead of fingers at some point? Thoroughly cleaned before and after. She makes the connection between striking and spanking as well, and she's not sure she likes the idea of Dimitri spanking her. She isn't sure she likes the idea of anyone spanking her, but the square doesn't come with a minimum number of swats required so she could allow someone to do it once... if she doesn't simply do it herself.
Still, she thinks she'll steer him toward other squares first. ]
Since we both have sensation play we could try that together. Or we could try pairing yours with my food square and mine with... your tickling or teasing squares, perhaps?
[ Her blush isn't dying down quickly, but at least the words come a bit more easily now that she's resolutely sinking her teeth into the conversation. ]
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(No, he did not consciously look for that one, and yes, Fate must have laughed at his face when his research led him to that kink in particular. Probably the only time he's ever been glad Edelgard doesn't remember he gave her that dagger.) ]
I suppose trying for something with such a wide range of coverage would maximize our odds for at least one match each. [ But why did it have to be food, though? It's right there on the table, all too suggestive, like somehow he had planned for this outcome! Ugh. ] Since there is a precedent for a different square to be marked off instead, however, it might be best to plan for one combination at a time, then see if we are successful.
[ The alternative is to make a list of all possible complementary squares and invoke the respective clause mid-sex. Annex I, section 3: Domination/Submission, item 2: Begging. Raunchy. ]
On the positive side, I have heard rumors about how aiming for multiple squares at once might net us better rewards. I have not tried it myself-- [ that he knows of yet, because some of us have been too lazy to turn in multikink requests. ] --but keeping our options ample might be a good way to test the hypothesis.
[ Let it be known he is very specifically talking about the gray area that is the combination of food/sensation play/pervertibles, and in no way suggesting they go for entire lines from each of their cards! That would require nothing short of a marathon! Now wouldn't that just be terrible! ]
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A reasonable idea. Since many of these have similar themes and elements that should be simple enough. We can agree on which squares a day or two beforehand if we need time to gather supplies or do more research. [ "Gather supplies." As though they are going on a mission. She doesn't sigh at her wording but she does pause, her gaze returning to his card. ] I am not opposed to trying to achieve rewards for multiple squares at once but I have never seen more than one square at a time marked. You and I have already touched on several that remain unmarked on my card.
[ Improving her quality of life is nice but figuring out what allows her to go home is more important to her, particularly now that she has luxuries that afford her privacy, clean clothes, and effortlessly quick hot baths. ]
As I said, though, so many of these are complementary that it may not take much effort to test the theory. [ Her finger points to the four squares making up her bottom right corner. ] This group seems like it would work well together, for example: begging, messy, endurance, and power play.
[ Again, her eyes dart to him. ]
If you would be willing to beg under these circumstances, that is.
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Thankfully(?) what Edelgard says next captures his attention again, although the realization that comes from that is only... marginally less mortifying. He was only reading her card in terms of potential matches and what else was left to fulfill, but upon second glance, yes, there is an awful lot they have done: leaving marks, oral sex... multiple orgasms. Oh, goodness, how did all of that even happen? And, more importantly--
How can Edelgard be so nonchalant about asking if he would be willing to beg-- not for his life, but for sexual release? What happened to being visibly flustered over this conversation?! ]
Begging. [ He echoes, and that single hooked eyebrow might be the only real expression he has offered for the past few minutes-- pretty sure his soul has ascended and ejected itself from this mortal plane of existence. ] I would have to give it more careful consideration. I might not be downright opposed to it, though it would require a significant level of trust.
[ War context aside, they are still very much new to this as... partners, so it could be something to build with time-- and assuming Edelgard could keep this fair, to begin with. It is quite a lot to ask of your enemy, after all! Which reminds him: ]
For the sake of argument, and in the interest of fairness-- [ A brief pause for tea, an excuse to collect his jumbled thoughts. ] How would you propose we keep that exchange balanced, if I did agree to those specific terms?
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What a shame that he comes up with a question that brings a bit of that pink back to her face. ]
I don't think it would necessarily need to be something that requires trust. [ Her tone stays even. ] If coupled with a dominance and submission square or bondage... then yes, I agree that it may require more trust. However, begging could also be treated a bit like a challenge, couldn't it? A verbal agreement not to touch yourself while I take my time with you, as opposed to physical restraints.
[ Significantly less trust required.
This is not a conversation she ever could have imagined herself having with someone. She picks up her cup again, using the time it takes her to lift it to her lips and sip her tea as an opportunity to gather her thoughts. ]
Obviously we would agree that either of us can put a stop to it at any time, just as we have agreed to similar terms for the general agreement. I would want to consider it further but it's possible that our fair exchange could extend to these particular squares as well. In the interest of balance there is the possibility of trading roles. We both have dominance and submission squares. We both have service. You have leashes and collars; I have bondage and power play. If you are at my mercy for one square I may be willing to let you take the reins for a different square. Would that be enough balance, in your opinion?
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Well. Several moons ago, he would have thrived in the prospect of having her at his mercy, her graceful neck gripped in one hand, squeezing every last breath out of her until bone snapped-- and, oh, how did it arouse him. For countless nights, he would pleasure himself to thoughts of a different scenario-- chasing her off the battlefield and drilling her into the ground as she pleaded for her life, fucking her mouth to shut her screams, it didn't matter. It all culminated in death for her, and release for him. But now, and as much as he has come to accept that beast will always be a part of him... it shames him, deeply so.
And yet, it all seems so inconsequential to Edelgard-- the same Edelgard who was told to choose how he should kill her, in richness of detail. He wouldn't expect her to fear him, but... does she truly have no reservations about relinquishing control to him, of all people? ]
You seem rather secure in your ability to handle it.
[ That resolute self-assurance, the strength to march onward without ever looking back, all the qualities she displays with ease and that he lacks... Yes, this would definitely require considerable trust-- in himself, if nothing else.
(Even now, he must rise to meet her, still.) ]
I do suppose that would ensure a balanced exchange, though. [ The twinge of sadness from before is gone from his voice, now more collected, her eyes under blue scrutiny. He's not backing down from his decision. ] However, since you also would rather consider this further, I propose we start elsewhere, as we grow more acquainted with the idea.
[ And since they have oh so drastically moved on from the topic of incorporating food into less than innocent contexts, he will take this brief lull to finally reach for his puff pastry, bringing it up to his lips. It stays untouched for a second longer, as he only bites into it after another question: ]
I presume you must be familiar with the concept of safe words, as well?
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